I Resent......

Time for me to vent a little stored anger....
I resent feeling guilty for not fasting even though one has an incurable disease and need sustenance so that your body does not shut down.
I resent feeling guilty for not going to work even though the doctor asks in amazement how you are still standing.
I resent silent whispers, if there are people around either don't talk or talk so everyone can hear.
I resent when a conversation abruptly stops when entering a room, fuck change the topic if you have to but don't stop talking.
I resent people who complain of food at weddings, if you see the food has copious amounts of oil in don't fucking eat it and then complain, other people don't mind the cholesterol.
I resent people who thinks other peoples food is shit, peoples taste buds differ, so somebody might not like the food you make even though you'd beg to differ.
I resent people who will not lend a helping hand when family is injured.
I resent people who take advantage of your generosity.
I resent feeling like I have to explain all my actions.
I resent people that act all holy this month but as soon as Eid celebrations are over, the scarves and topies are gone and mosque is only seen at Jumua, you either comit to making Salaah or don't.
I resent having to take pills for the rest of my life.
I resent not knowing whether being treated in a certain manner smacks of fakeness or people are being genuine.

Well that was a release of some pent up emotion